Somebody

Why did you go and break what's already broken?Why did I let you in?To the deepest holes on my heart? And then you betrayed all of that. I told you things I don't tell anyone. I don't know what I was thinking. I don't even know what I was doing. I told you what few people know from being there when it happened. I told you something I don't really go telling anyone. And you called me her. Im not her. You've made it clear I don't matter. Fine uwhatever. I don't need to matter. I can do this alone. But I don't want to. I miss the past when I knew I had one person who cared about me. Sometimes I believe he still does. But I want you too. I want you to be my protector. I want us to be what we used to be before this got twisted into an angry mess because were both so angry at the world that we get mad at each other. This is who I am. Yeah I get mad. But of you just treat me like a princess I'll be better. Am I asking for too much? All I want is somebody to love me. Somebody to want me. Somebody to be by me because they want to. Someone to sit and look at me while I'm yelling at them look me I the eyes say "I'm sorry, I understand. I love you beautiful. Thats all I'm asking. Someone to accept me because they see my huge heart and they want it.